I close my eyes... and dream of you
I open my eyes.. and think of you
I dream about those moments when...
.... I was able to actually touch you
hold you, stroke you, laugh with you...
It seems like it has been a decade since I have last seen you
I have never been away from you this long
And I am longing to hold you
But just as love made me closer to you
Love is also the reason for me to keep myself away.
You crossed a boundary that I cannot fathom or relate
And deep inside I wish that I could hate...
you...
But just as love is so mystical and complicated
I realise that loving you is seemingly fated
I will forever have a place in my heart for you
I will forever be haunted with dreams of you
I will forever be wishing that we never went down this path
Wishing I never had to face your horrible wrath.
Love is beautiful... as well as a curse...
Love is the ending... as well as our birth.
Love is remembering the trivial moments
of walking along the beach with you
Or crying alone in torment
And begging to God to make me hate you.
In the many happy days, when we were together
I could honestly say that you were my home
I will hold on to these memories forever
Each day that I lay here alone.
I watch you sleep,
and watch your chest rise and fall as you breathe.
I watch you strum at you guitar
As happy as you could ever be
I love those memories... I love them, and you
But sadly, memories are of the past
like how it is with me and you
Because of what happened between us
for 2 years you can't speak to me, or me to you
I hope that you can stumble across this work
And know that I truly and will always LOVE you.
